Thursday, January 21, 2010
Monday, January 4, 2010
what day is this
I'm starting to finally to adapt to the 180 my life has taken in the last seven months. Quiting my job and having a child were maybe to much change at once for me plus the post pardum on top of that were at times too much to handle. I'm happy to say that I feel good about where I am in life, and am thankful that my faith and family have helped me through. What frustrates me is that nobody talks about post pardum depression. I honestly have had some of the scariest feelings I've ever had and at times felt completely alone. It is crazy though how many people I've talked to as of late that have had those same feelings. Why aren't we sharing these feelings? I think the biggest adjustment for me was having another human being totally reliant on me, I sometimes felt like I was suffocating. Don't get me wrong there isn't anything I'm more devoted to than my family (well, my faith) but wow! The other big change for me was being in the house all the time. I'm finally not as stir crazy as I used to be and am settling in to my new life. I no longer know what day it is and i'm okay with that. Today, I know it is a monday but couldn't tell you what day in January it is.
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